Recently, there's a lot that's been going on... starting from just school to life in general...
It seems like everytime i try to make it simple, it gets more complicated...
do i attract complications? Or maybe I just love it so much that it comes just so naturally that i don't even see it coming until it hits me in the face...
i want to but...
you know how we were brought up to think before you say or act...
sometimes i wish I don't have to do that automatically...
some days i want to just say what i wanna say, and do what i wanna do...
and not care of the consequences...
why do we care for consequences so much that it stops us from doing things that we really want to do?
it stops us from taking the action needed to make an understanding complete.
Why are we so afraid...
Afraid of the consequences and the outcome... afraid of what might happen tomorrow...
why am "I" so afraid...
I need to just step out of this box that i lock myself ever so tightly in..
I need to squiggle and jump and scream...
I need to live.
What is it that stops us in our tracks
or makes us forget whatever that was on our minds...
what stops time and then makes it move again?
what makes a person blabber on and on about life and nonsense?
I may know...but I might not know...
anyone else know?
please let me know...
